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14.10.13

Excerpt from Just Us Girls

I am in a tight corner
where harm 
is duly meant
and to be harmed
with the skill
required to fill in
an eyebrow
is commendable
just keep under
standing this and
you will be
made
the you you
carry inside
yourself

an admittance
which throws
into disarray 
the pruned
napes of the
female network
in its heightened
overlapping
I know nothing
of those girls
what is made 
safe in the mouth
exchanges
color
the lips to
create new territory

we are so 
because one 
says, a 
generative bonding

better 
when retained 




you brought out
my muted 
activity for
performance purposes
a way to keep me 
in participation 


eight hands 
clapping, appear
to feel the air
between speakers

ultimately 
there is a lacquer
something in terms
of hierarchy








        I put her in my clothes they called my mom my mom
        called me ready to rip my hair out. The girl with my ID 
        in reception never thought it was possible mom, didn’t 
        think she would actually go through with it, but tell me 
        again now who am I? This yellow top? 








a wider cut 
with formal
implications 
announces itself
loudly I 
did not test 
the fair inverse
the recalcitrant 
female privacy 


you are
in the state of
things at quite
a safe position 


in its beginning
there is confusion 
of ability
what gathers
steam 


lacking the other
side’s correspondence
only what is offered
what received, you
speculate on 
motivations
by the sound
a female’s voice
it adds up 
to something




this sequence
multiple surprises
within claims
of civility
I find it

deliberate 




our dual
surveillance 
purporting
what slit
in view what
I have to be
is someone
talking 
a glean 
maintained 

without such 
compliance 
there is a certain
choking

something stuck
in the back 
of the throat 


trimmings ascribe 
persistence 
always the girls
delight afforded
to us through
their conversations 
it is about
making everywhere
outside
the development
of a smokey 
top lid